HOLY SHIT!! I say I'll never neglect my Blog again, and what do I do? I NEGLECT MY BLOG. Poor Bloggy, I'll never do that again. *kisses and cuddles Blog*

Yeah, I'm weird. I <3 my Blog. It's nice and purple.

So, it's been ages. What have I been up to, you say? Fucking around? *ha ha* I wish! I can't get any action. I'm on the lookout for guys, don't get me wrong. It's been hard, though, but I think I'm just going to have to suck it up and come to a major conclusion in my life: guys like hot chicks, and I have to learn to not be intimidated by it. I just wish I were a better flirt. I can't help it. I'm a tease, and guys don't like that. (At least, I don't think they do.)

The work situation? NO MORE SPENCER'S FOR ME!!! Jan just told me she wasn't going to put me on the schedule anymore, so ha ha. (Not like she was doing much of that in the first place.) Still at Blockbuster, which is going pretty well. From what I understand, I'm due for a raise and even a promotion in a month or so! So snaps to me. And I have a job interview with the Lake County Emissions Control on Wednesday. If I get the job, I'll be a line inspector for when people get their emission tests done to get their plates renewed. Not hard work, I'd imagine. The best part is I'd pretty much be working the day and afternoon shifts, then work at Blockbuster, and there's line for advancement. Pretty fuckin' sweet.

Speaking of sweet..."Dude! We got a Dell!" Yeah! Here's the story. At the beginning of April, my cousin JR passes away. (He had cystic fibrosis.) And turns out he had gotten a new Dell a month or so before he kicked it. NO, we did NOT get it. (Interesting computer story behind all of that later, though.) When we got home, Mom and Hunter got something up their ass and decided to order a Dell. I LOVE IT!! It doesn't go much faster than the old computer, but at least it doesn't kick us offline after ten minutes or so.

Rocky Horror is going okay, I guess. We had Pirate Night this weekend. My costume was retarded, but at least I made an effort. Con is in about two and a half months. I can't wait to get to New York!

The Dan Situation...I don't talk to him all that much anymore. But then again, working my ass off and not being online at night so much kind of keeps me from talking to him. However, all I have to say is this: if he wants to be a close friend, he can fuckin' whip out his little cell phone and give me a ringy-dingy. Yeah, he's a real keeper, isn't he? And if Little Miss Becky wants to show up at the pay-per-view this weekend, go ahead and let her. I have nothing to be pissy about. As a matter of fact, I want to have a tremendous attitude about this. I feel like I've lept a huge hurdle in this--I pitched out a lot of stuff of sentimental value that Dan gave me last night (cards and ticket stubs, except for the WWE ticket and Weezer ticket, cuz those events fuckin' ruled). I may even sell the bunny slippers.

I plan on having a yard sale next week. I need to clear out. I have too much shit that never gets used/worn/etc.

That's all for now. I promise I will post more often!! *BAD HOLLY*