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Well, yesterday since it was raining like a mo-fo, we didn't go down to Lowell to pick up the little stuff that I forgot. So we might do that either today or tomorrow.

You know the nice thing about Hobart? It's not that far from getting to where you want to go. That's why I want to get my bike from home. It'll be like riding my bike in the old neighborhood in Cedar Lake. There's actual TREES out here! *wowee!!*

I'll be glad to see Hershey and Brindle, if only for a little bit. And Mom. Yeah, I never thought I'd be saying I'd be glad to see Mom, but it's true. Dad and Hunter were the ones I truly needed a break from. I've noticed that I haven't once tried to bite my nails since I came here. I think Dad and Hunter put a lot of stress on my back. Dad's just very imposing, and Hunter's just a pain in the ass. Sad, but true. I miss Gramma Julie, too.

Oh, I forgot. I have to send Ami my new address and phone number. And in the next couple of weeks, I'm going to have to see about getting a cell phone or something. I hate to impose on using the phone too often around here. I just want to give Mom a cell phone number in case she needs to reach me in an emergency or something.

Last night, Justice's BF Augi came by and we watched the extended edition of Fellowship of the Ring. Right now, I'm reading this book called Finding God in "The Lord of the Rings. So far, it's been pretty good. It's about looking at specific parts of the trilogy and the reflections and parallels these specifics have with the Bible and Christianity.

Not much else to report for now. *ha ha* Justice has not gotten out of bed yet. She's not much of a morning person, but that doesn't bother me. But Emily's supposed to be coming over sometime today to practise some self-defense stuff with her for a class they're taking.

I can't wait till Mandy's feeling well enough to come back. We might go visit her today. *yay!*

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Ow. Sonovabitch. I'm getting some of those zits near my ears again. You know, the ones that hurt like a bitch and are practically impossible to pop. Okay, times like this I wish I were back at home. Mom would know what to do. But I guess I can run to Walgreens or WalMart to see if they have any ichtamol for these babies. (I'll put that on my "things I need to pick up" list; the list never ends.)

So far, I have my stereo set up in my room. Oh shit. Put headphones on my list of things to pick up.

Okay. It is late, and my brain is turning into mush.

Uhm...in creative news today, I drew a picture of Scooby-Doo for Mandy.


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You are Tsukino Usagi

You are love food, boys, shopping, and hanging out with your friends. You tend to cry when things get too hard, and have trouble doing things right the first time. You probably need to study a little harder. Your faith in the basic goodness of all people keeps you on the right track, even when others don't see it.

Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz
You know....it's been a while since I've gotten into the Sailor Moon stuff. I should go home, get my manga and my wallscroll, and along with the Playboy motif I want to do for my new bedroom, incoporate the Sailor Moon stuff in there. (Yay! Bunnies!)

Maybe I can finally get an online RPG started. Or maybe I can finally work on the Sailor Moon fanfic I've been putting off. Oh crap! It's on my hard drive at home. *bangs head on keyboard*

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You are Bohemian!!! You're a gypsy Boho. You don't
care what people think or what they say! Be
free my child! Me and you are of the same
group! *high five*


Are You Bohemian?
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Gee, I love it how I take a different quiz for everytime I put an entry on this pathetic excuse for a Blog, don't you?

Well, I got a little bit of my stuff moved in tonight. Mom and Dad don't think I will be able to help swing the rent, but they're just ingorant and stupid when they don't want to see things my way...which is never.

Work was work tonight. Nothing special. Just a typical Saturday night working with Doreen, Tim and Joe.

Dan's birthday is coming up next Sunday. I've noticed he has not mentioned any plans of partying with friends. Maybe he is having some sort of get-together, but since I have made it clear that I don't want to particularly meet his girlfriend, he probably isn't inviting me. Well, I'm going to have to confront him on this. And if it's true, I'm going to get pissed. I don't want to meet his girlfriend, but I feel like he is shutting me out.

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Cocaine.
You like to talk,
you like to run,
but most of all you like to have fun.


Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]
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I just got a good idea from Philip (I talk to him every once in a while on Yahoo messenger). He saw my Torrie picture and he said I could make good money with skill like mine, and suggested selling stuff like that on eBay. I'm thinking of actually going through with an idea like that.

It was incredibly rainy and gloomy and foggy outside today. Brindle got off her line again, but as usual, she came right to the front door. I think Dad's going to have to replace the latch on her hook outside. She broke it this time.

Oh, dammit. I was supposed to return The Matrix to Family Video tonight. Ah, hell with it, I'll just pay the late due.

And once again, I am tired. Mom bitched that I stay up too late at night, but ah whatever. There are plenty of people who stay up late at night. I am one of them.

I emailed Justice and asked when the soonest I could get moved in was and that kind of stuff. I hope I get a response by tomorrow, or I'll just call her up and see what the plan is.

(song of the moment: "Breathe" by Pink Floyd")

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You're A Hero!
You live to save the world! You are honest, true,
and always victorious! You may not always get
the girls/boys, but all you really want to do
is battle the bad guys.


What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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I am at work on this 1000 piece Simpsons puzzle. It's one of those "photo-mosaic" things. On each piece are a couple of scenes from the show and in the end, it makes this portrait of the Simpsons. It's an incredibly hard puzzle, but it's something I like. I just go for brain teasers. It's mindless fun. When I'm done with it, I'm going to tape it together and hang it as a mural or something.

Okay. So far, I have most of my clothes in a laundry bag. I was going to put them all in a box, then I figured, "Aw the hell with it" and now they're in my laundry bag. I don't think I'm bringing my TV with for now. (She's got a TV over there and a DVD player and a VCR.) But I'm bringing my stereo and my CDs (I'm bringing the CD rack that Dan gave me) and I figure when I get everything settled, for the time being I'm going to use my teal foot locker for a makeshift "dresser" and put the nicer clothes in the closet. And like underwear and stuff can go in the plastic set of drawers on wheels that I have. Maybe I can get to Big Lots one of these days and get myself some cool storage units for cheap. (So far, I love Big Lots!) And probably my word processor and some new sheets and stuff. I can make my bedroom here over into like the guest room or something. Or I can get the Playboy motif going in NEW place!

I am getting tired. Off to bed. G'night, world!

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You are Caught a Light Sneeze! You're dreamy,
different, and imaginative. People can have a
hard time following your train of thought but
it doesn't seem to bug you. You're the kind of
person who's gonna be famous, if not infamous,
for an idea.


*~What Tori Amos music video are you?~*
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Yesterday, I went job hunting. I went to the mall and spent something along the line of four hours just meandering about, going to store after store and scamming job applications. I applied at Hot Topic, Suncoast, Abercrombie and Fitch (as a joke, but if I get offered a job there...hell, I'll take it), Hollister, the Buckle, Bath and Body Works, Pacific Sunwear, and today I put in a resumé in at CD Replay. Yesterday when I got home, I got a call from a place I applied online to work at, but turns out they're looking for more administrative help and that's an area where I lack expertise, which sucks. But now I at least know that the stuff I applied for online is answering back and I didn't go through a bunch of bullshit for. Also, Justice called me up yesterday and let me know about a position for a lab monitor on campus. I called and left a message about that, but if they answer back, they'll have to answer back for I am currently not at home. I am at the Lowell Public Library. :-D

My room is still a wreck. I've been trying to go through random crap, figuring out what I'm taking with me when I move. I plan on getting the stuff in a little at a time.

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Imagination


What Kanji word best suits you?
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Well...in a week or so, I'll be moving out. I'll be shackin' up with Justice and Mandy. I'm still looking for full-time employment. I REALLY need money. But I'm going to do some job hunting tomorrow.

I went to see The Matrix: Reloaded today. GOOD MOVIE!!! I want Keanu. Who cares if he has a girlfriend? (So I hear, anyway.) I....want....Keanu!!

Saturday night, went to a local band concert for Common Hatred. (Justice is dating Augi, the lead guitarist. He's pretty damn cool.) They were good. Once you got past the opening acts (one consisted entirely of some schmuck screaming into a microphone), they were pretty good. Then the sound starting going out on them, but it was kind of bittersweet. They kicked ass, though!

And now...not only does Justice think I should go on the vacation with her to Los Angeles, but she got Zero to start bugging me about it now, too. So...seriously thinking about that. If anything, just to check out UCLA.

That's all for now. More to report tomorrow.

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Eddie


Which Rocky Horror Character are you Fucking?
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Brown

Pretty, interesting, deep. You're serious enough
to be taken seriously but not so serious that
everyone hates you.


*~*What's You're Haircolor Personality*~*
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Today was just a blah day. Overcast, a little chilly, rainy, you know the deal. Well, at least we're getting rain. Now we won't have to rely so much on the dang sprinkler to water the lawn and having to readjust the sprinkler every 15-20 minutes and...blah.

The coffee maker took a crap today. So, Mom and I got to go pick up a new one for ten buckeroos at the Dollar Store. Good. I can't get by in the morning without a cup of coffee anymore. Oh crap. I'm starting to sound like an adult. *runs around like a chicken with her head cut off*

I also cleaned up and cleared out my room a little more. *big sigh*..............I took down my Weezer poster today, but only to see how more roomy the room would look if the walls were bare. I have this problem with my room looking kind of cluttered, because I have all this junk in there. So, for now, we'll see how it goes with NO posters. I put up the CD rack that Dan let me have and only put the CDs I listen to most in there. The others are in a drawer in the little plastic portable shelf-thingy for now. What I'd REALLY like is a new bookshelf or something. And all my reading books (yeah, I called 'em "reading books" because there are books I designate only for school and some I read whenever. THESE are the latter.) are below my desk. I don't like 'em there, but it'll have to do for now or until I can get a nice shelving unit up and fuctional.

So I worked tonight with Erica and Sarah. And Sarah asks me, "So, how's the love life going?" She does this usually like every other time she and I get to work together. I don't know if she does this out of curiosity--and I mean sincere curiosity, as if she's just wanting to know if there's been anyone new I've been seeing since the demise of Dan and me, or if she's measuring my success in the "love" department against hers with her boyfriend. Frankly, I don't care anymore. So, I was honest and told her that it'd be nice to have a boyfriend again. She goes, "Do you want to be in love, or do you just want sex?" Now, I can understand where she's coming from on that one. That's why I've been hesitant to jump back in the dating scene. I want to find a new boyfriend based on friendship and love. I don't want to find a rebound right away just because "oh, no boyfriend around now for any nookie, so I gotta find a guy who can give me some." That's just pathetic. I just want a friend right now and see if anything develops from that. No rush, no jump to committment, just take it easy and let something grow from that. And I'm just not actively looking. If anything happens with some guy......then it happens.

Well, I got a new camera. Yeah, one of those disposable ones. I'm gonna take 27 pictures of Holly's life within the next couple of weeks. :-D

Well, time to end this and call it a day......Yep, looks like a day to me. *ha ha...I kill me*

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So Hunter and I went to see X-Men: United today. I kind of wanted to see The Matrix: Reloaded instead, but X-Men was pretty good. There was a twist in it towards the end that I really should have seen coming, but it worked out pretty well. (Ahhhh....if only Hugh Jackman weren't married....) But (ha! spoiler ahead!) Jean Grey had to save the jet from the dam bursting, and when she did...well, I think it's pretty obvious that her powers are going to change so she's Phoenix in the sequel. And there will be a sequel. You can just see the merchandising now. And I just love how PC it got towards the end, what with Professor Xavier's final words to the President about how "a war may have already started" and all that. It just goes to show how patriotism is reflected in films and what a growing "trend" it's becoming. God Bless America. (Yeah, I was being a little sarcastic with that, but it's a good thing at least.)

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